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I am such a failure I’m bad at everything and I wanted to move out of this shithole so badly...

Wed, 22 May 2013 02:46:54 -0400

I am such a failure I’m bad at everything and I wanted to move out of this shithole so badly but we will probably stay and I keep thinking how if my consciousness didn’t have to exist anymore I’d be fine, I obsess over the stupidest shit and I don’t even have any of the things I used to like about myself, I don’t draw, I listen to music again I love it I’m myself in a way but I don’t have headphones and I am SO ANGRY ALL THE TIME I have been since we moved into this house and I can handle it and I can’t handle my family they make me so mad and I feel so immature

But my little brother groped me multiple times when I was 10 and a year ago he went through a phase where he kept staring at my body and I’m still mad so mad mom says I am OVERREACTING to this when I used to talk with her about this but what kind of woman says that to a fellow woman especially their own daughter. I do NOT feel safe around him and he is just a vile human in general I don’t feel safe in my house wearing shorts I am fine wearing shorts around anyone, they’re not sexual but to my gross little brother they could be, have been before

For my theatre performance I text my mom inviting HER AND ZINA to the play. I didn’t say “the family” or “you and my siblings” I said ZINA

I DON’T WANT TO SEE HIM

HE KEPT HUGGING ME

I DIDN’T WANT HIM TO STAND NEXT TO ME IN THE PICTURE

I CAN’T LIVE HERE

I HATE HIM SO MUCH

I had a dream he did shit to me again and it felt so real. I keep having theses dreams since I was forced to go on 100mg of lamictal when 50 was great cause they say you can only do 50 to build up to 100. I’m not even bipolar so it makes sense to not do 100!

I can’t kill myself because of the physical pain my body is becoming as sensitive as my mind these days. and my potential is probably good but I just can’t do these last two weeks of school I am so angry all the time and my grades are so shitty it’s my junior year and I’m more depressed than I’ve been since June I’m emailing my English teacher for an extension of 2 days due to my shitty mental health

Worst case scenario she says no and her opinion of me lowers, it’s my teacher so it won’t matter too much it unlikely to get her next year, and she

Lol nvm not sending it ill just talk to her

Everything is easier that way

I can’t do anything

I can’t I can’t I can’t

Maybe if I just had a better attitude I’d be happier when I am cheery it sticks for a while

But I’m just so fucking angry and sad it’s blurring my vision.

I have nothing to look forward to she I get out of bed

I used to

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